Fin nodded a little, leaning back in his seat and sighing softly. "Sometimes I think it would be lovely to start all over," he confessed. "To erase who I am and try again. Everything feels so messy and complicated, and I feel so..."
Alone. He felt alone. Abandoned, unwanted, forgotten...
He didn't say those things though, instead, he shrugged one shoulder and sighed again. "Acting's so much easier than existing. When you're acting you know how the story will end. You know all the beats, you know what to do. Real life is just... I feel like I keep missing all my cues, and the plot's gone all wrong and there's no time for rewrites. ...Maybe this is a blessing. You get to rewrite your story however you like now."
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Date: 2017-08-15 12:30 pm (UTC)Alone. He felt alone. Abandoned, unwanted, forgotten...
He didn't say those things though, instead, he shrugged one shoulder and sighed again. "Acting's so much easier than existing. When you're acting you know how the story will end. You know all the beats, you know what to do. Real life is just... I feel like I keep missing all my cues, and the plot's gone all wrong and there's no time for rewrites. ...Maybe this is a blessing. You get to rewrite your story however you like now."